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[Thursday August 17th, 2006] NEW LJ baby_shit friends only. most deeply (0!)

[Thursday August 17th, 2006] I don't really like livejournal anymore I don't really like talking about my personal business to peeps who dont need to know shit so i am making a new LJ. most deeply (2!)

[Friday August 11th, 2006] im moving at the end of august cya most deeply (6!)

[Friday August 11th, 2006] I was cleaning my room and I found a box of my little brothers clothes. Not gianni, but my brother who passed away. I just sat in my room and cried. A baby so innocent just taken away. Gino shouldn't have been born the way he was, and he certainly shouldn't have died the way he did. I will always be bitter towards "god". most deeply (2!)

[Tuesday August 8th, 2006] So, I got the job. Which i am really happy about. I'm sorry i haven't spent alot of time with you since you have moved here, that makes me such a bad friend on my part. I seriously was thinking about it and I wouldnt want to be in your position, and feel how you feel. I love you more then you or even i could ever comprehend and things are going to change. I am greatful for everything you do for me and its time i start showing it. I love you I love you, I love you most deeply (1!)

[Monday August 7th, 2006] jasmine sorry for the misunderstanding, i didnt read your livejournal because i was in a hurry and i didnt know what was going on with you. I am so sorry for everything thats happening to you, and i love you and im here if you need anything. fuck i hate myself rightnow most deeply (4!)

[Thursday August 3rd, 2006] IM SO HAPPY most deeply (2!)

[Tuesday August 1st, 2006] I miss ( memories ) most deeply (6!)

[Monday July 31st, 2006] amanda just spoon fed me grits for the first time, she wudda pretenden ta be a choo choo grits consistancy is like fish eggs most deeply (1!)

[Sunday July 30th, 2006] YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW ME SO STOP SAYIN SHIT GIRL!!!! i am amanda lax [3:53 PM]: p.s. you have a misspelling in your lj entry i am amanda lax [3:53 PM]: *gur WutsTHEcuomotion [3:54 PM]: oh cause i said GIRL i am amanda lax [3:54 PM]: yeah WutsTHEcuomotion [3:54 PM]: hjahaha okay most deeply (1!)

[Thursday July 27th, 2006] life is good right now i haven't been so cheerful in a while i like not worrying about things i leave his house this monday so then i get to see amanda (ILY) i have court on tuesday to erase all my charges and brian hasnt let me had a cigarette in 6 days, he wins! most deeply (0!)

[Monday July 24th, 2006] im in cola for the week, stayin at brians brians mom rules my life lifes good i miss amanda most deeply (6!)

[Thursday July 20th, 2006] so i like this dude we get along well talk for hours shits turning good :] most deeply (2!)

[Wednesday July 12th, 2006] i wrote letters to everyone in my life who has impacted me, just incase i die or something they will all know how much they mean to me letters so far: -My Mother -My Sister -My little brother -My big brother -My Dad -My Aunt Sheila -My Grandparents -Amanda Lax -Allie Patton -Cooter -Ashlee Stockwell -Cassie Kutay -Danielle Kutay -Philip Causey -Adam Wolf -Jose Gomez -Bret Wheatley -Ian Lopresti -Matt -Daniel Lachlan -Seth Worley -Barry -Jadrian Escalante more im going to write tonight most deeply (4!)

[Wednesday July 5th, 2006] i wouldnt really mind moving to massachusetts except for the fact the only person besides my family, i couldn't ever handle leaving. She's the only person who gets me and shes the only person who pretty much knows me. But i think it would be a positive change for me. idk. most deeply (1!)

[Tuesday July 4th, 2006] p.s. I love Amanda LaxyPats most deeply (1!)

[Friday June 30th, 2006] I am going to talk to my mom about putting me on some type of depression medication, My mood swings are dangerous and I have a panic attack any time I am alone. I hate having no one here when i am breaking down freaking the fuck out. I lost my appitite today just thinking about shit and worrying too much about shit I can't control. I was watching T.V. global warming and i started shaking and freaking out, I myself can't control that shit and me worrying about it doesnt help. I don't know whats wrong with me. I had a panic attack last night about getting old and dying alone, and i couldn't sleep. something is obviously wrong, and i have the worst temper ever. most deeply (0!)

[Thursday June 29th, 2006] I'm loving life today! I'm in a good mood. And i realize more and more everyday how much i love my bestfriend and lil wayne puts me in a good mood i havent smoked in three days! i win! most deeply (2!)

[Sunday June 18th, 2006] Over all this week and a half has been really nice, I loved just being able to relax and think about stuff, and get my mind together on what and where i am going in life. I appriciate my friends so much, everyone of them. most deeply (2!)

[Saturday June 10th, 2006] i dont really write here anymore. no one talks to me anyways im still alone, but christina aguilera is really good. most deeply (2!)

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