urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree beetree beetree 2006-08-17T07:08:19Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:18706 2006-08-17T07:08:19Z 2006-08-17T07:08:19Z NEW LJ<br /><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_baby_shit' lj:user='baby_shit' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://baby-shit.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://baby-shit.livejournal.com/'><b>baby_shit</b></a></span><br /><br />friends only. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:18442 2006-08-17T06:21:36Z 2006-08-17T06:21:36Z I don't really like livejournal anymore<br />I don't really like talking about my personal business to peeps who dont need to know shit<br />so i am making a new LJ. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:18245 2006-08-11T19:53:28Z 2006-08-11T19:53:28Z im moving at the end of august<br /><br />cya urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:18105 2006-08-11T06:16:49Z 2006-08-11T06:16:49Z I was cleaning my room and I found a box of my little brothers clothes. Not gianni, but my brother who passed away. I just sat in my room and cried. A baby so innocent just taken away. Gino shouldn't have been born the way he was, and he certainly shouldn't have died the way he did. I will always be bitter towards "god". urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:17800 2006-08-08T04:17:13Z 2006-08-08T04:17:13Z So, I got the job. Which i am really happy about.<br /><br />I'm sorry i haven't spent alot of time with you since you have moved here, that makes me such a bad friend on my part. I seriously was thinking about it and I wouldnt want to be in your position, and feel how you feel. I love you more then you or even i could ever comprehend and things are going to change. I am greatful for everything you do for me and its time i start showing it. I love you I love you, I love you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:17498 2006-08-07T22:25:44Z 2006-08-07T22:25:44Z jasmine sorry for the misunderstanding, i didnt read your livejournal because i was in a hurry and i didnt know what was going on with you. I am so sorry for everything thats happening to you, and i love you and im here if you need anything. fuck i hate myself rightnow urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:17306 2006-08-03T05:44:07Z 2006-08-03T05:44:07Z IM SO HAPPY urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:17069 2006-08-01T16:12:28Z 2006-08-01T16:12:28Z <font size="10">I miss</font><br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/meandBen.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>Being 12 and bestfriends with ben<br /><br><br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/fhjhjh.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>hating daniel (age 14)<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/saerf.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>Before i met Adam, way the fuck before we dated<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/100_0403.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>going to the mall with my boyfriend, haha<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/100_0764_0001.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>the first day we started dating<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/AdamNSheb2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>LOL<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/durrr0052.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>Ashlees long hair<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/HAHAHAAHHHH.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>LOL FIGHT @ TREMONT<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/FOREVER.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>being at the park<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/gangsta056.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>being really really skinny<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/fhddgdjgdgjdjdjj.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>my little brother NOT being an asshole<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/charlotte012.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>the trio<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/shebinass2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>Madison<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/dfkldfklkle3250.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>being ridiculous<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/hjghkgkhghkhgay.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>jessica peters<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/Picture016.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>my boots<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/hands.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>donovan :[<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/chillengya145.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>Prom<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/bbg015.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>school<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/bbg019.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>the hottest black dude of my life, brice :[<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/BEACH001.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>best friend of 7 years<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/BEACH086.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>me and my sister in FL<br /><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v412/Riot_my_xhart/liljjj.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>being 13 and in love with JJ!<br /><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:16722 2006-07-31T18:10:25Z 2006-07-31T18:10:25Z amanda just spoon fed me grits for the first time, she wudda pretenden ta be a choo choo<br />grits consistancy is like fish eggs urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:16442 2006-07-30T19:39:39Z 2006-07-30T19:55:39Z YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW ME SO STOP SAYIN SHIT GIRL!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /> i am amanda lax [3:53 PM]: p.s. you have a misspelling in your lj entry<br /> i am amanda lax [3:53 PM]: *gur<br /> WutsTHEcuomotion [3:54 PM]: oh cause i said GIRL <br /> i am amanda lax [3:54 PM]: yeah<br /> WutsTHEcuomotion [3:54 PM]: hjahaha okay urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:16262 2006-07-27T11:55:46Z 2006-07-27T11:55:46Z life is good right now<br />i haven't been so cheerful in a while<br />i like not worrying about things<br />i leave his house this monday so then i get to see amanda (ILY)<br />i have court on tuesday to erase all my charges<br />and brian hasnt let me had a cigarette in 6 days, he wins! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:15896 2006-07-25T01:19:41Z 2006-07-25T01:19:41Z im in cola for the week, stayin at brians<br />brians mom rules my life<br />lifes good<br /><br />i miss amanda urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:15807 2006-07-20T23:37:09Z 2006-07-20T23:37:09Z so i like this dude<br />we get along well<br />talk for hours<br /><br />shits turning good :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:15391 2006-07-12T17:15:35Z 2006-07-12T17:15:35Z i wrote letters to everyone in my life who has impacted me, just incase i die or something they will all know how much they mean to me<br /><br /><br />letters so far:<br /><br />-My Mother<br />-My Sister<br />-My little brother<br />-My big brother<br />-My Dad<br />-My Aunt Sheila<br />-My Grandparents<br />-Amanda Lax<br />-Allie Patton<br />-Cooter<br />-Ashlee Stockwell<br />-Cassie Kutay<br />-Danielle Kutay<br />-Philip Causey<br />-Adam Wolf<br />-Jose Gomez<br />-Bret Wheatley<br />-Ian Lopresti<br />-Matt<br />-Daniel Lachlan<br />-Seth Worley<br />-Barry<br />-Jadrian Escalante<br /><br /><br /><br />more im going to write tonight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:15122 2006-07-05T07:14:02Z 2006-07-05T07:14:02Z i wouldnt really mind moving to massachusetts except for the fact the only person besides my family, i couldn't ever handle leaving. She's the only person who gets me and shes the only person who pretty much knows me. But i think it would be a positive change for me. <br /><br />idk. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:14899 2006-07-04T18:47:50Z 2006-07-04T18:58:00Z p.s. I love Amanda LaxyPats urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:14660 2006-06-30T19:42:28Z 2006-06-30T19:42:28Z I am going to talk to my mom about putting me on some type of depression medication, My mood swings are dangerous and I have a panic attack any time I am alone. I hate having no one here when i am breaking down freaking the fuck out. I lost my appitite today just thinking about shit and worrying too much about shit I can't control. I was watching T.V. global warming and i started shaking and freaking out, I myself can't control that shit and me worrying about it doesnt help. I don't know whats wrong with me. <br /><br />I had a panic attack last night about getting old and dying alone, and i couldn't sleep.<br />something is obviously wrong, and i have the worst temper ever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:14481 2006-06-29T22:19:07Z 2006-06-29T22:19:07Z I'm loving life today!<br />I'm in a good mood.<br />And i realize more and more everyday how much i love my bestfriend<br /><br />and lil wayne puts me in a good mood<br /><br />i havent smoked in three days!<br /><br />i win! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:14004 2006-06-18T14:45:15Z 2006-06-18T14:45:15Z Over all this week and a half has been really nice, I loved just being able to relax and think about stuff, and get my mind together on what and where i am going in life. I appriciate my friends so much, everyone of them. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:13577 2006-06-10T06:36:01Z 2006-06-10T06:36:01Z i dont really write here anymore.<br />no one talks to me anyways<br /><br />im still alone, but christina aguilera is really good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:13481 2006-06-01T03:17:15Z 2006-06-01T03:17:15Z I don't want to give up, but like allie said it would just be for the best if i did. Give up on you. It's been a while now. Theres no point in me keeping you locked up in my heart hoping one day you will be back, and things would be different. They won't. Call me pessimistic but, I have no other choice. I am tired of being alone, I have so much love to give. I wish i knew why someone wouldnt want me for themselves. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:13145 2006-05-31T01:26:55Z 2006-05-31T01:26:55Z I am too sweet to be alone.<br />I don't deserve it. Honestly.<br />I am a good girl. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:12941 2006-05-28T15:18:05Z 2006-05-28T15:18:05Z I'm in florida.<br />My hair is now blonde, really blonde.<br />And I am really sunburnt to the point it hurts to type.<br /><br />BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:12759 2006-05-23T18:55:11Z 2006-05-23T18:55:11Z BDAY WISH LIST<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />American Apparel<br />www.americanapparel.net<br /><br /><img src="http://www.americanapparel.net/morephotos/2386/2386_01.jpg"><br />Red<br />MEDIUM<br />$26.00<br /><br />Urban outfitters<br />www.urbanoutfitters.com<br /><br /><img src="http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/images/us/local/products/productsall/p207872d.jpg"><br />Brown<br />Size 8<br />$17.00<br /><br />Urban outfitters<br /><br /><img src="http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/images/us/local/products/productsall/p207820f.jpg"><br />Brown<br />$10.00 online!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.urbanstreetz.com/lilwayne.html">http://www.urbanstreetz.com/lilwayne.html</a><br />$49.99<br />Lil Wayne Airbrushed Tee<br />Ladies Medium<br /><br />American Eagle<br />www.ae.com<br /><img src="http://a248.e.akamai.net/a755bdded7308e72e7fac2eae90715fc.com/Images/laydowns/front/0364_8975_012.jpg"><br />MEDIUM<br />GREY<br />$19.95<br /><br /><img src="http://a248.e.akamai.net/a755bdded7308e72e7fac2eae90715fc.com/Images/laydowns/front/1362_8712_306.jpg"><br />$17.50<br />MEDIUM<br />American Eagle urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beetree:12292 2006-05-23T14:42:43Z 2006-05-23T14:42:43Z Friday : Florida with the ladies<br />June 6th: Court<br />June 12th-17th= Beachin with Mandstons<br />June 18th = Augusta GA with mandstons to see taea and WIE<br />June 19th - ?= WHATEVA