beetree

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 07:08:19 GMT

NEW LJ

baby_shit

friends only.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 06:21:36 GMT

I don't really like livejournal anymore
I don't really like talking about my personal business to peeps who dont need to know shit
so i am making a new LJ.

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 19:53:28 GMT

im moving at the end of august

cya

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 06:16:49 GMT

I was cleaning my room and I found a box of my little brothers clothes. Not gianni, but my brother who passed away. I just sat in my room and cried. A baby so innocent just taken away. Gino shouldn't have been born the way he was, and he certainly shouldn't have died the way he did. I will always be bitter towards "god".

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 04:17:13 GMT

So, I got the job. Which i am really happy about.

I'm sorry i haven't spent alot of time with you since you have moved here, that makes me such a bad friend on my part. I seriously was thinking about it and I wouldnt want to be in your position, and feel how you feel. I love you more then you or even i could ever comprehend and things are going to change. I am greatful for everything you do for me and its time i start showing it. I love you I love you, I love you

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 22:25:44 GMT

jasmine sorry for the misunderstanding, i didnt read your livejournal because i was in a hurry and i didnt know what was going on with you. I am so sorry for everything thats happening to you, and i love you and im here if you need anything. fuck i hate myself rightnow

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:44:07 GMT

IM SO HAPPY

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 16:12:28 GMT

I miss

Being 12 and bestfriends with ben

hating daniel (age 14)

Before i met Adam, way the fuck before we dated

going to the mall with my boyfriend, haha

the first day we started dating

LOL

Ashlees long hair

LOL FIGHT @ TREMONT

being at the park

being really really skinny

my little brother NOT being an asshole

the trio

Madison

being ridiculous

jessica peters

my boots

donovan :[

Prom

school

the hottest black dude of my life, brice :[

best friend of 7 years

me and my sister in FL

being 13 and in love with JJ!

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 18:10:25 GMT

amanda just spoon fed me grits for the first time, she wudda pretenden ta be a choo choo
grits consistancy is like fish eggs

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 19:39:39 GMT

YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW ME SO STOP SAYIN SHIT GIRL!!!!

i am amanda lax [3:53 PM]: p.s. you have a misspelling in your lj entry
i am amanda lax [3:53 PM]: *gur
WutsTHEcuomotion [3:54 PM]: oh cause i said GIRL
i am amanda lax [3:54 PM]: yeah
WutsTHEcuomotion [3:54 PM]: hjahaha okay

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 11:55:46 GMT

life is good right now
i haven't been so cheerful in a while
i like not worrying about things
i leave his house this monday so then i get to see amanda (ILY)
i have court on tuesday to erase all my charges
and brian hasnt let me had a cigarette in 6 days, he wins!

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 01:19:41 GMT

im in cola for the week, stayin at brians
brians mom rules my life
lifes good

i miss amanda

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 23:37:09 GMT

so i like this dude
we get along well
talk for hours

shits turning good :]

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 17:15:35 GMT

i wrote letters to everyone in my life who has impacted me, just incase i die or something they will all know how much they mean to me

letters so far:

-My Mother
-My Sister
-My little brother
-My big brother
-My Dad
-My Aunt Sheila
-My Grandparents
-Amanda Lax
-Allie Patton
-Cooter
-Ashlee Stockwell
-Cassie Kutay
-Danielle Kutay
-Philip Causey
-Adam Wolf
-Jose Gomez
-Bret Wheatley
-Ian Lopresti
-Matt
-Daniel Lachlan
-Seth Worley
-Barry
-Jadrian Escalante

more im going to write tonight

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 07:14:02 GMT

i wouldnt really mind moving to massachusetts except for the fact the only person besides my family, i couldn't ever handle leaving. She's the only person who gets me and shes the only person who pretty much knows me. But i think it would be a positive change for me.

idk.

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 18:47:50 GMT

p.s. I love Amanda LaxyPats

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 19:42:28 GMT

I am going to talk to my mom about putting me on some type of depression medication, My mood swings are dangerous and I have a panic attack any time I am alone. I hate having no one here when i am breaking down freaking the fuck out. I lost my appitite today just thinking about shit and worrying too much about shit I can't control. I was watching T.V. global warming and i started shaking and freaking out, I myself can't control that shit and me worrying about it doesnt help. I don't know whats wrong with me.

I had a panic attack last night about getting old and dying alone, and i couldn't sleep.
something is obviously wrong, and i have the worst temper ever.

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 22:19:07 GMT

I'm loving life today!
I'm in a good mood.
And i realize more and more everyday how much i love my bestfriend

and lil wayne puts me in a good mood

i havent smoked in three days!

i win!

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 14:45:15 GMT

Over all this week and a half has been really nice, I loved just being able to relax and think about stuff, and get my mind together on what and where i am going in life. I appriciate my friends so much, everyone of them.

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 06:36:01 GMT

i dont really write here anymore.
no one talks to me anyways

im still alone, but christina aguilera is really good.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 03:17:15 GMT

I don't want to give up, but like allie said it would just be for the best if i did. Give up on you. It's been a while now. Theres no point in me keeping you locked up in my heart hoping one day you will be back, and things would be different. They won't. Call me pessimistic but, I have no other choice. I am tired of being alone, I have so much love to give. I wish i knew why someone wouldnt want me for themselves.

Wed, 31 May 2006 01:26:55 GMT

I am too sweet to be alone.
I don't deserve it. Honestly.
I am a good girl.

Sun, 28 May 2006 15:18:05 GMT

I'm in florida.
My hair is now blonde, really blonde.
And I am really sunburnt to the point it hurts to type.

BYE

Tue, 23 May 2006 18:55:11 GMT

BDAY WISH LIST

American Apparel
www.americanapparel.net

Red
MEDIUM
$26.00

Urban outfitters
www.urbanoutfitters.com

Brown
Size 8
$17.00

Urban outfitters

Brown
$10.00 online!

http://www.urbanstreetz.com/lilwayne.html
$49.99
Lil Wayne Airbrushed Tee
Ladies Medium

American Eagle
www.ae.com

MEDIUM
GREY
$19.95

$17.50
MEDIUM
American Eagle

Tue, 23 May 2006 14:42:43 GMT

Friday : Florida with the ladies
June 6th: Court
June 12th-17th= Beachin with Mandstons
June 18th = Augusta GA with mandstons to see taea and WIE
June 19th - ?= WHATEVA